i've convinced myself that my raw and lightly edited thoughts typed out are interesting enough for a personal blog. and yet i'm always overly critical of them once they're typed out and visible.
then i think of the possibility of other human beings that actually exist reading them. like whoa.
then i decide not to post them.
but now i've decided to woman up and post them anyway. so haha, self.
today was gameday for my younger brother, who plays basketball. i'm getting to know some of his friends, which is kinda weird but also kind of nice.
having friends is kind of weird for me, because i'm actually a bit socially anxious. i always forget that they don't think i'm annoying, and that they really like me. it's happy though, to have people. i know a lot of us don't have anyone, so i'm trying my hardest to appreciate my friends.
what else.... oh! my artwork: i'm actually proud of some of the things i've made lately. i found out that my moms printer is also a really nice scanner, so i've been making use of it.
(examples)
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*joy* also, another fun fact: i am homestuck trash
but yeah. i'm really glad that God gave me the talents that i have. i'm trying not to feel bad about things i create.
that's about all. goodbye~
laurenski
(pspleasedonttakemyartahhhh)
